這首〈feel like shit〉收錄於加拿大新生代唱作才女 Tate McRae (泰特·麥可蕾) 的首張專輯《i used to think i could fly》。歌曲由 Tate 親自參與創作，靈感源自她 2021 年經歷的一次刻骨銘心的分手。歌詞赤裸地描繪了失戀後試圖假裝堅強，卻在深夜徹底崩潰、無法自拔的真實心境。
在官方 MV 中，曾是《舞林爭霸》決賽選手的 Tate 大展舞蹈才華，與舞者 Mason Cutler 在餐廳場景中上演一段張力十足的現代舞。透過肢體的推拉與糾纏，具象化地呈現了分手後內心「想放手卻又不斷被拉回」的痛苦掙扎，完美呼應歌曲中那種揮之不去的混亂情緒。
Tate McRae - feel like shit 中英文對照翻譯歌詞(Lyrics)
[Verse 1]
Usually never cry at all
平常我幾乎不哭
I would say I'm pretty tough
我想我還算挺堅強的
But it's been a couple weeks now
但已經過去好幾週了
And I still feel stuck in my lungs
我胸口依然感到窒息般的壓抑
And usually I go out on nights
平常我也會晚上出去玩
And not think of you once
完全不會想起你
But if they start playing that song
但只要他們播出那首歌
I can't help but to think about us
我就忍不住想起我們的曾經
[Pre-Chorus]
Really thought I'd be done with the hardest part
真以為最痛苦的部分已經結束了
When I pulled myself out of your arms
當我狠心從你懷裡抽身時
Wish I knew that was only the start
希望我當時知道那只是開始
And now I'm falling apart, 'cause
而現在我正徹底崩潰，因為
[Chorus]
Last night for the very first time
昨晚是第一次
You didn't even try to call
你甚至連一通電話都沒打來
Oh, I won't lie, I thought I might die
噢，我不說謊，我以為我會死掉
I couldn't even sleep at all
我根本徹夜難眠
And maybe I'll get used to it
也許以後我會習慣的
But right now I just feel like shit
但現在我感覺真的糟透了
[Verse 2]
So I kissed somebody else
所以我吻了別人
Just to see how it felt
只想看看是什麼感覺
But all that was going through my brain
但腦海裡閃過的畫面
Was your hands around my waist
全是你環抱著我腰的雙手
You know how to do it so well
你總是那麼懂得如何讓我沈淪
[Pre-Chorus]
Really thought I'd be done with the hardest part
真以為最痛苦的部分已經結束了
When I pulled myself out of your arms
當我狠心從你懷裡抽身時
Wish I knew that was only the start
希望我當時知道那只是開始
And now I'm falling apart, 'cause
而現在我正徹底崩潰，因為
[Chorus]
Last night for the very first time
昨晚是第一次
You didn't even try to call
你甚至連一通電話都沒打來
Oh, I won't lie, I thought I might die
噢，我不說謊，我以為我會死掉
I couldn't even sleep at all
我根本徹夜難眠
And maybe I'll get used to it
也許以後我會習慣的
But right now I just feel like shit
但現在我感覺真的糟透了
[Bridge]
And if I get a little too drunk
如果我喝得稍微有點醉
I start thinking, "What if you were the one?"
我就會開始想：「如果你就是那個對的人呢？」
But I know that the damage is done
但我知道一切都已經無法挽回
And I still have the shirt that you wore
我還留著你穿過的那件襯衫
When we first met, it's there on the floor
我們初識那天穿的，它就被扔在地板上
I might kick it under the bed
我可能會把它踢到床底下
Hoping that I could forget
以此希望能忘掉這一切
[Chorus]
That last night for the very first time
昨晚是第一次
You didn't even try to call
你甚至連一通電話都沒打來
Oh, I won't lie, I thought I might die
噢，我不說謊，我以為我會死掉
I couldn't even sleep at all
我根本徹夜難眠
And maybe I'll get used to it
也許以後我會習慣的
But right now I just feel like shit
但現在我感覺真的糟透了
[Outro]
(Ah-ah, ah-ah)
(Ah-ah, ah-ah)
But right now I just feel like shit
但現在我感覺真的糟透了
(Ah-ah, ah-ah)
(Ah-ah, ah-ah)
Oh, oh
Oh, oh